Note to myself.

一切都變得好醜陋

我發誓
我一定要變得更好
我一定要變更漂亮

因為這世界就是那麼膚淺

Please don’t

Don’t tell me I’m perfect, caz if so why no one loves me.


Don’t tell me someone will love me, caz no one does and you’re fucking one of them who don’t.


Don’t tell me I deserve better, I know I do but I never get what I deserve.





And it’s my fault,


it really is all my own fault


to put my trust on someone.


And it’s my fault,


for wanting more from you.










Stop twisting my mind,


perhaps you're unaware of that ability you have,


but please


stop


now.